Saturday, May 23, 2009 9:38 AM
i'm messed up , confused and i have no idea what i'm doing right now.gosh... only have one word for myself,
BLUR !Today's was not too bad actually. The trail was okay and everyone did well. Then after training we went to eat then started talking about the commitment for db. I did say i can commit and i know i can but the immediate effect to it is that my studies are going to be dead cause even now i'm like blur about what i'm doing ! So while eating , i actually msged the seniors to tell them that i cannot commit. OMG, i think i really suck. It's like super last min and it's like super irresponsible.Then i still regreted sending that cause i know it'll affect my chances in getting in the team and i kinda want to be in the team. haish , damn , si hui , you really suck !Anyway , CONGRATS to all that got throught to the senior team ^^ I think i'm just going to work hard and train for the next race ( if there's any in the near future ). My aim for db.Shall go slp ba , and revise for my work. Stupid website don't want to let me in to check my exam schedule. argh !
I'm like not the only one. Hui jun has been trying and could not get in too. gosh , help ~~~~
SI HUI signing off
